summa cum laude Dia duit gach duine agaibh, Lovers ScĂ©alta GnĂ©is.. LĂ©irmhĂnĂm an suĂomh seo mar shuĂomh ina bhfuil admhĂĄil bheag agam. Na fantasies agus na cinn bheo mar a thugtar orthu. Is Ă© fantaisĂocht an rud is mian leat a dhĂ©anamh ach is fĂ©idir leat maireachtĂĄil ann. NĂ fĂ©idir le fir Ă© sin a dhĂ©anamh. Ach nuair is bean thĂș agus fantaisĂocht uait, tĂĄ sĂ© an-Ă©asca a dhĂ©anamh… tĂĄ mĂ© 29 bliain d ‘ aois, 1.65 airde, 62 cileagram… TĂĄ mo brunette i gcruth… mar sin dathaĂm mo chuid gruaigeâŠ
ceart anois, dath castĂĄin… bhĂ mĂ© le fear nach raibh ag iarraidh pĂłsadh ar feadh i bhfad… tĂĄ an ceart aige gan mĂ© a phĂłsadh. is Ă© fĂrinne an scĂ©il go bhfuil an ceart aige gur thug mĂ© mo mhaighdeanas do dhaoine eile Ăł thosach go cĂșl agus i ngach ĂĄit… ach mar bhean, nĂ fĂ©idir liom gĂ©illeadh do ghnĂ©as… is fĂ©idir liom a rĂĄ gur rugadh mĂ© thar lear, mar bhogamar ansin ag aois an-Ăłg… is mise an duine is sine de 5 siblĂnĂ. NĂl mĂ© pĂłsta. NĂl aon leanaĂ agam. Ach bhĂ leanbh agam.
Baintreach an fear deireanach ar bhris mĂ© suas leis, bhĂ an-Ă©ad air. EascraĂonn m’ aintĂn Ăł phĂĄistĂ mo dhearthĂĄireacha. Nuair a d ‘ fhill mo thuismitheoirĂ ar a mbaile dĂșchais agus iad thar lear, chuir mo sheantuismitheoirĂ agus uncailĂ stangadh orainn chun muid a chosaint, laistigh den teach, san ionad oibre… NĂ raibh cead againn fiĂș smideadh a chaitheamh. Ba iad na hamanna is compordaĂ nĂĄ nuair nach raibh mo sheanmhĂĄthair sa bhaile agus chuaigh sĂ© go dtĂ na comharsana. ArĂs, ceann de na laethanta seo, bhĂ an dĂĄ rang dheireanacha ar scoil folamh, chuamar go dtĂ an phĂĄirc go luath agus bhĂ toitĂn againn le mo chailĂn. Ba Ă© seo an getaway is mĂł dĂșinn. ThĂĄinig mĂ© abhaile roimh am ar ais ar scoil i nĂos lĂș nĂĄ uair an chloig. Chaith mĂ© mĂ© fĂ©in sa chith ionas nach mbeadh boladh toitĂnĂ ar mo chraiceann. BhĂ mo sheanmhĂĄthair ar lĂĄ na comharsan. BhĂ mĂ© I mo aonar sa bhaile. NĂł mar sin shĂl mĂ© mar d ‘ oscail mo dhearthĂĄir 2 bhliain nĂos Ăłige doras an seomra folctha go tobann nĂĄr ghlas mĂ©. NĂ raibh mĂ© in ann an imbhalla cith a dhĂșnadh fiĂș. Beidh sĂ© chomh greamaithe gur scaoil sĂ© Ă© gan an doras a oscailt, chonaic sĂ© mĂ© ag siĂșl chun tosaigh an leithreas lena dick amach. Chonaic sĂ© mo bhrollach le lĂĄmh amhĂĄin agus mo phussy leis an lĂĄmh eile agus reo.
– leis an deirfiĂșr ag rĂĄ brĂłn orm – nĂ fĂ©idir liom Ă© a shealbhĂș,
TĂĄ mĂ© chomh greamaithe…
– Cad atĂĄ ĂĄ dhĂ©anamh agat ag an uair seo? Thosaigh sĂ© ag pee sa leithreas. Tharraing mĂ© an imbhalla cith lĂĄithreach. Ach d ‘ fhan an bhearna, bhĂ sĂ© fĂ©in agus mĂ© in ann a dick a fheiceĂĄil…agus ba Ă© sin an chĂ©ad uair a chonaic mĂ© dick beo. BhĂ fling againn leis na cailĂnĂ ag breathnĂș ar porn nĂł erotica ar AN TEILIFĂS agus ar fhĂseĂĄn. Thosaigh mo dhearthĂĄir ag pee cosĂșil le pĂopa leis an chompord dom ag tarraingt an imbhalla. BhĂ mĂ© ag fĂ©achaint trĂd an gcarn. Nuair a bhĂ sĂ© dĂ©anta, dĂșirt sĂ© leithscĂ©al arĂs agus d ‘ imigh sĂ©. BhĂ faoiseamh orm. Chuaigh mĂ© go dtĂ mo sheomra, thĂłg mĂ© mo thuĂĄille agus thriomaigh mĂ© agus chuir mĂ© mo gĂșna oĂche cadĂĄis aonphĂosa fada gan fo-Ă©adaĂ a chaitheamh agus chuaigh mĂ© go dtĂ an tolg, ag Ăłl sĂłide. An uair seo bhuail mo dhearthĂĄir ar an doras agus thĂĄinig sĂ© isteach, bhĂ a aghaidh dearg. LabhraĂomar faoin scoil, ach bhĂ a shĂșile i gcĂłnaĂ ar mo bhrollach nua-aibithe. Nuair a d ‘ Ă©irigh mĂ© amach, luigh mĂ© ar an leaba. BhĂ sĂ© an-fhuar cheana fĂ©in i lĂĄr an gheimhridh… nĂ maith liom an slaghdĂĄn ar chor ar bith. I mo chodladh mhothaigh mĂ© teas i mo dhiaidh. BhĂ rud Ă©igin ag brĂș orm, mar sin chas mĂ© beagĂĄn agus shleamhnaigh mĂ© isteach sa leaba i gcoinne an bhalla. Tar Ă©is tamaill, mhothaigh mĂ© brĂș arĂs idir mo thĂłin agus nuair a chas mĂ© mo cheann beagĂĄinĂn, thug mĂ© faoi deara mo dhearthĂĄir. BhĂ an oiread sin nĂĄire orm, ach ag an am cĂ©anna bhĂ mĂ© faoi ghlas. BhĂ sĂ© an-bheag, nĂ fhĂ©adfainn a bheith feargach. Thuig mĂ© go raibh an cruas taobh thiar dom dick. BhĂ sĂ© i gcĂłnaĂ ag cuimilt mo thĂłin. Tonn sceitimĂnĂ a bhĂ ann nach bhfĂ©adfainn a mhĂniĂș. Ach mĂcheart.. Ach trua… ach drochĂde. Ach nĂ raibh mĂ© in ann freagra a thabhairt agus lig orm a bheith I mo chodladh. ThĂĄinig faitĂos orm nuair a thosaigh mĂ© ag tarraingt mo gĂșna oĂche suas mo chosa. CosĂșil le spiorad soith, thĂłg mĂ© mo thĂłin dĂł chun an gĂșna oĂche a thĂłgĂĄil amach. TĂĄim an-leamh, ach tĂĄ m ‘ anĂĄil ar bĂs amhail is go bhfuil mo chroĂ ag plĂ©ascadh. Tar Ă©is tamaill, mhothaigh mĂ© brĂș arĂs idir mo thĂłin agus nuair a chas mĂ© mo cheann beagĂĄinĂn, thug mĂ© faoi deara mo dhearthĂĄir. BhĂ an oiread sin nĂĄire orm, ach ag an am cĂ©anna bhĂ mĂ© faoi ghlas. BhĂ sĂ© an-bheag, nĂ fhĂ©adfainn a bheith feargach. Thuig mĂ© go raibh an cruas taobh thiar dom dick. BhĂ sĂ© i gcĂłnaĂ ag cuimilt mo thĂłin. Tonn sceitimĂnĂ a bhĂ ann nach bhfĂ©adfainn a mhĂniĂș. Ach mĂcheart.. Ach trua… ach drochĂde. Ach nĂ raibh mĂ© in ann freagra a thabhairt agus lig orm a bheith I mo chodladh. ThĂĄinig faitĂos orm nuair a thosaigh mĂ© ag tarraingt mo gĂșna oĂche suas mo chosa. CosĂșil le spiorad soith, thĂłg mĂ© mo thĂłin dĂł chun an gĂșna oĂche a thĂłgĂĄil amach. TĂĄim an-leamh, ach tĂĄ m ‘ anĂĄil ar bĂs amhail is go bhfuil mo chroĂ ag plĂ©ascadh. Tar Ă©is tamaill, mhothaigh mĂ© brĂș arĂs idir mo thĂłin agus nuair a chas mĂ© mo cheann beagĂĄinĂn, thug mĂ© faoi deara mo dhearthĂĄir. BhĂ an oiread sin nĂĄire orm, ach ag an am cĂ©anna bhĂ mĂ© faoi ghlas. BhĂ sĂ© an-bheag, nĂ fhĂ©adfainn a bheith feargach. Thuig mĂ© go raibh an cruas taobh thiar dom dick. BhĂ sĂ© i gcĂłnaĂ ag cuimilt mo thĂłin. Tonn sceitimĂnĂ a bhĂ ann nach bhfĂ©adfainn a mhĂniĂș. Ach mĂcheart.. Ach trua… ach drochĂde. Ach nĂ raibh mĂ© in ann freagra a thabhairt agus lig orm a bheith I mo chodladh. ThĂĄinig faitĂos orm nuair a thosaigh mĂ© ag tarraingt mo gĂșna oĂche suas mo chosa. CosĂșil le spiorad soith, thĂłg mĂ© mo thĂłin dĂł chun an gĂșna oĂche a thĂłgĂĄil amach. TĂĄim an-leamh, ach tĂĄ m ‘ anĂĄil ar bĂs amhail is go bhfuil mo chroĂ ag plĂ©ascadh. Ach mĂcheart.. Ach trua… ach drochĂde. Ach nĂ raibh mĂ© in ann freagra a thabhairt agus lig orm a bheith I mo chodladh. ThĂĄinig faitĂos orm nuair a thosaigh mĂ© ag tarraingt mo gĂșna oĂche suas mo chosa. CosĂșil le spiorad soith, thĂłg mĂ© mo thĂłin dĂł chun an gĂșna oĂche a thĂłgĂĄil amach. TĂĄim an-leamh, ach tĂĄ m ‘ anĂĄil ar bĂs amhail is go bhfuil mo chroĂ ag plĂ©ascadh. Ach mĂcheart.. Ach trua… ach drochĂde. Ach nĂ raibh mĂ© in ann freagra a thabhairt agus lig orm a bheith I mo chodladh. ThĂĄinig faitĂos orm nuair a thosaigh mĂ© ag tarraingt mo gĂșna oĂche suas mo chosa. CosĂșil le spiorad soith, thĂłg mĂ© mo thĂłin dĂł chun an gĂșna oĂche a thĂłgĂĄil amach. TĂĄim an-leamh, ach tĂĄ m ‘ anĂĄil ar bĂs amhail is go bhfuil mo chroĂ ag plĂ©ascadh.
Thuig mĂ© faoi na clĂșdaigh go raibh sĂ© ag baint a chuid pajamas freisin. Nothing is spoken. Bhraith mĂ© do dick idir leicne mo thĂłin. BhĂ sĂ© ag teacht ar ais agus theastaigh uaim dĂł scĂth a ligean agus crĂochnĂș chomh luath agus ab fhĂ©idir agus imeacht gan mo dhearthĂĄir a ghortĂș. Chuir sĂ© a lĂĄmh ar mo chĂche thuas agus thosaigh sĂ© ag cuimilt air. BhĂ mĂ© cosĂșil le haisteoirĂ ag ligean orthu go raibh siad marbh. TĂ©igh agus teacht luathaithe, agus a anĂĄlĂș… dĂreach ansin, nuair a thĂĄinig ceann a dick go dtĂ deireadh mo phussy, bhĂ sĂ© ag an am cĂ©anna leis an bpoll i mo thĂłin nuair a tharraing mĂ© mĂ© fĂ©in ar aghaidh. ThĂĄinig guth Ăseal as dom-ay -. ThĂĄinig mo dhearthĂĄir ar ais. ShĂl mĂ© go raibh tĂș ag dul. Ag fĂ©achaint Ăłn taobh, chonaic mĂ© go raibh sĂ© ag glacadh mo uachtar lĂĄimhe Ăłna sheasamh oĂche agus ag cuimilt a dick. An uair seo bhuail sĂ© mo pholl asal agus thosaigh sĂ© ag brĂș air. BhĂ mĂ© chomh gortaithe. Tharraing mĂ© mĂ© fĂ©in i gcoinne an bhalla. NĂ raibh mĂłrĂĄn spĂĄis ann chun Ă©alĂș. Agus bhrĂșigh sĂ© arĂs Ă©. BhĂ mĂ© ag twitching mo butt. Tar Ă©is cĂșpla uair, mhothaigh mĂ© dĂł ollmhĂłr i mo thĂłin.
Rinne mĂ© fuaim cosĂșil le gobĂĄn. BhĂ mo thĂłin an-dĂłite. Thosaigh mo dhearthĂĄir ag teacht agus ag imeacht go mall. Gach uair a bhrĂșnn tĂș Ă©, tĂ©ann sĂ© nĂos doimhne i mo thĂłin, dick. BhĂ eagla orm go bhfĂ©adfadh sĂ© teagmhĂĄil a dhĂ©anamh le mo bholg fiĂș. Thosaigh an pian ag sosa. Cad Ă© toisc nach raibh mĂ© dĂĄta fiĂș roimhe seo? NĂ raibh mĂ© in ann cĂłmhalartĂș. Thosaigh sĂ© ag brĂș mo chĂche nĂos mĂł agus ag teacht agus ag dul nĂos gasta. Thosaigh mĂ© ag fulaingt pian agus plĂ©isiĂșir araon. Thosaigh mo dhearthĂĄir ag caoineadh. D ‘ Ă©irigh mo thĂłin nĂos teo fĂłs agus mhothaigh mĂ© rud Ă©igin te ag stealladh isteach ionam. DĂșirt mo dhearthĂĄir ohhh agus chaith sĂ© Ă© fĂ©in as an leaba agus tar Ă©is tamaill lean mĂ© ar an leaba amhail is go raibh mĂ© I mo chodladh arĂs le fuaim an chith Ăłn seomra folctha. Raibh mĂ© in ann a bhraitheann na sreabhĂĄin ag rith sĂos mo asal. Faoiseamh mo dhearthĂĄir agus mo thĂłin a tholladh… Ach chodail mĂ© leis an suaimhneas rud Ă©igin toirmiscthe a dhĂ©anamh.
An trĂĄthnĂłna agus an mhaidin sin ghnĂomhaigh mĂ© amhail is nĂĄr tharla rud ar bith. Ach nĂor chas ceann mo dhearthĂĄr chugam riamh. Go leor laethanta ina dhiaidh sin, bhĂomar ag caitheamh toitĂnĂ sa phĂĄirc arĂs le mo chailĂn. An raibh a fhios agat go ndĂșirt sĂ©âŠ
â tĂĄ An Mert gruagach inĂĄr rang
– erm
â tĂĄ A fhios Agat Gur dhĂșirt Selim liom, thĂłg sĂ© amach i gcĂłnaĂ Ă© sa rang staire agus chuaigh sĂ© ag fĂ©achaint ar asal an mhĂșinteora… bhĂ coileach ollmhĂłr AigeâŠ
– erm.
– An uair dheireanach a chonaic sĂ© do chosa oscailte, conas is fĂ©idir liom an belle seo a fhuck trĂ fhĂ©achaint ort… Beidh mĂ© ag fuck an puppy suas, beidh mĂ© ag fuck tĂș ag screadaĂl… Sa rang inniu, caitheadh a choileach mĂłr i dtreo tĂș fĂ©in agus a choim. Deir sĂ© go raibh eagla orainn gur thug FiĂș Selim orm a mhĂ©id a chailleadh toisc go raibh sĂ© cosĂșil le gĂĄitĂ©ar.
– cibĂ© rud a rinne sĂ© dom mar tĂĄ m ‘ inĂon go hĂĄlainn… rinne sĂ© Ă©.
– Come on, a chailĂn, stop a bheith i do tomboy… Sa scoil seo, nĂ fĂ©idir leat peann a cheannach fiĂș gan cead an fhir. NĂl eagla ar bhuachaillĂ eile roimh an mbuachaill seo.
– Cad Ă© an ifreann a bhfuil eagla ormâŠ
– Bhuel, a ligean ar a fheiceĂĄil, tĂĄ pĂĄirtĂ Ag Selim an deireadh seachtaine seo. Tiocfaidh SĂ© Go Mert. Gabhaimis leat freisin, faigh cead Ăł do sheanmhĂĄthair cĂĄiliĂșil ansin…
– cad Ă©, nĂĄ bĂ ĂĄibhĂ©il, tabharfaidh mĂ© aire dĂł agus rachaidh mĂ©. DĂșirt mĂ©, ach is tromluĂ Ă© cead a fhĂĄil Ăł mo sheanmhĂĄthair. Taighde don satharn. Is Ă© an freagra nĂĄ … An lĂĄ, nĂl aon chomhlachas ann an lĂĄ sin. Ar thaobh amhĂĄin, uaillmhian, ar an lĂĄimh eile, ĂĄ thaitin ag fear den chĂ©ad uair. Is Ă© an fear seo an fear is mĂł Ă©ilimh ar scoil. TĂĄ an chuma air go bhfuil sĂ© ceithre bliana nĂos sine nĂĄ aon cheann de na fir. Ach freisin a dick cĂĄiliĂșil… an oĂche sin, rinneamar clĂĄr le mo dhearthĂĄireacha. Ba Ă© an rud is cliste nĂĄ dul ĂĄit Ă©igin le mo dhearthĂĄir chun cead a fhĂĄil. LabhraĂomar le mo dheirfiĂșracha agus d ‘ inis muid do mo dhearthĂĄir faoi seo freisin. Chuir sĂ© fearg ar an duine uasal, ach ina dhiaidh sin ghlac sĂ© leis.