wes anderson henry siĂșcra TseapĂĄin Porn Mar a fheiceann tĂș Ăłn teideal, Rinne tĂș An scĂ©al seo a AthrĂș idir mo mhĂĄthair agus mise. Ar dtĂșs, tabharfaidh mĂ© isteach trĂ©ithe fisiciĂșla an bheirt againn ionas go mbeidh rud Ă©igin ocrach in ann teacht ar an saol i do shĂșile. TĂĄim sĂĄsta mĂĄs fĂ©idir liom Ă© seo a dhĂ©anamh, mar feicfidh tĂș ĂĄilleacht mo mhĂĄthair freisin. Nagihan is ainm do mo mhĂĄthair, tĂĄ sĂ 40 bliain d ‘ aois. Chun insint duit faoina trĂ©ithe fisiciĂșla, tĂĄ sĂ fionn, 1.75 ar airde, thart ar 75-80 cileagram. Toisc go bhfuil a airde ard do bhean, nĂl cuma saille uirthi in ainneoin a meĂĄchain, nĂl sĂ ach beagĂĄinĂn iascach. Bean an-ĂĄlainn, tarraingteach agus dea-ghroomed. TĂĄ mĂ© 16 bliana d ‘ aois, Is Ă Mo Ainm OnĂłir. I ‘ ll go high school three. Buille faoi thuairim nach gcuirfidh sĂ© mĂłrĂĄn suime ionat, ach lig dom insint duit freisin faoi mo thrĂ©ithe fisiciĂșla fĂ©in, is Ă© mo airde 1.73 kg agus tĂĄ mĂ© 58, i mbeagĂĄn focal, is duine beag tanaĂ, tanaĂ mĂ©.
Colscartha mo thuismitheoirĂ 5 bliana Ăł shin, tĂĄim I mo chĂłnaĂ le mo mhĂĄthair, is aon leanbh mĂ©. OibrĂonn mo mhĂĄthair mar stĂĄtseirbhĂseach ar scoil, agus is fĂ©idir liom a rĂĄ go bhfuil saol compordach againn mar go n-Ăocann m ‘ athair mĂ©id maith tacaĂochta linbh. BhĂ an-mheas ag mo mhĂĄthair orm i gcĂłnaĂ. Ă bhĂ m ‘ athair agus mĂ© fĂ©in go hiomlĂĄn ina n-aonar tar Ă©is dĂșinn briseadh suas, ba mise an t-aon duine i lĂĄr a domhain dĂł anois. Is bean chompordach Ă mo mhĂĄthair i gcoitinne, sin a stĂl mhaireachtĂĄla. BhĂ an chompord seo, in Ă©ineacht leis an meas mĂłr a bhĂ aige ormsa, thar theorainneacha gnĂĄthchaidrimh idir mĂĄthair agus mac eadrainn. Nollaig Mar shampla, tĂĄ mo mhĂĄthair ag pĂłgadh mĂ© ar an leiceann agus ar an liopa chomh fada agus is cuimhin liom, agus nĂor athraigh sĂ© seo de rĂ©ir mar a chuaigh mĂ© in aois, pĂłgann sĂ mĂ© ar na liopaĂ go minic fĂłs. Seachas sin, nĂ chaitheann sĂ rud ar bith i ndĂĄirĂre seachas blĂșslĂ©inte Ăseal-ghearrtha, gĂșnaĂ, brĂste daingean, sciortaĂ gearra maidir le mo chuid Ă©adaigh ar aon nĂłs. Ar ndĂłigh, is iad seo nuair a thĂ©ann tĂș ag obair nĂł nuair a thĂ©ann tĂș amach. BĂonn sĂ i bhfad nĂos compordaĂ sa bhaile, go hĂĄirithe i rith an tsamhraidh nuair a bhĂonn sĂ© te, caitheann sĂ bra thar pĂ©ire beag shorts nĂł t-lĂ©ine gan bra fada go leor chun a cromĂĄin a chlĂșdach, agus go minic nĂ bhĂonn ach mionbhrĂstĂnĂ faoina bhun. Toisc gur fhĂĄs mĂ© anĂos gan teorainneacha ar an mbealach seo, bĂm ag siĂșl timpeall an tĂ den chuid is mĂł ag caitheamh dornĂĄlaithe amhĂĄin. I mbeagĂĄn focal, tĂĄ cĂłnaĂ orainn ar bhealach is fĂ©idir a ghlaoch nocht nuair nach bhfuil aon strainsĂ©ir sa teach.
NĂ bhaineann an chompord seo ach leis na rudaĂ seo ach an oiread. Mar shampla, nĂl aon eagla air cĂłiriĂș agus cĂłiriĂș in aice liom, mar sin nĂ thagann sĂ© agus nochtann sĂ© go hĂĄirithe in aice liom, ar ndĂłigh, ach fiĂș mĂĄ tĂĄ mĂ© sa seomra, nĂ thĂ©ann sĂ© go seomra eile agus undress. Mar shampla, nĂ dhĂ©anaim dearmad riamh go raibh mĂ© 12 nĂł 13 bliana d ‘ aois, chodail mĂ© le mo mhĂĄthair san oĂche i leaba mo mhĂĄthar. (ba ghnĂĄch linn codladh le chĂ©ile mar seo Ăł am go ham Ăł bhris mamaĂ agus daidĂ suas) dhĂșisigh mĂ© ar maidin agus bhĂ mamaĂ ag caitheamh a cuid Ă©adaĂ le dul ag obair os comhair an wardrobe trasna na leapa, iompaĂodh a cĂșl chugam, nĂ raibh aon rud aici seachas a mionbhrĂstĂnĂ clĂł liopard thĂos. Nuair a chas sĂ i dtreo mĂ©, chonaic sĂ gur dhĂșisigh mĂ©, agus gan fiĂș an gĂĄ a breasts mĂłra a chlĂșdach lena lĂĄmh, nĂ dhearna sĂ ach aoibh agus dĂșirt sĂ, “an bhfuil tĂș i do dhĂșiseacht, a leanbh, maidin mhaith.”Ar ndĂłigh, nĂ cĂĄs neamhghnĂĄcha a bhĂ ann domsa, Ăł thĂĄinig mĂ© ar radharcanna cosĂșla go leor roimhe seo, nĂor thug mĂ© ach an sampla seo duit chun an cĂĄs eadrainn a mhĂniĂș go RĂ©asĂșnta. Ar an gcaoi chĂ©anna, bhĂ mĂ© compordach leis, nuair a bhĂ sĂ© i mo sheomra, chuirfinn cĂłiriĂș agus cĂłiriĂș orm gan leisce, d ‘ fheicfeadh sĂ© i ngach ĂĄit, mo dick san ĂĄireamh. DĂ©anta na fĂrinne, nuair a thĂĄinig mĂ© abhaile Ăł bheith ag imirt liathrĂłide taobh amuigh agus mĂ© ag cur allais, bhĂ mĂ© chun dul go dtĂ mo sheomra ar an bpointe boise agus mĂ© fĂ©in a dhĂbirt agus a chaitheamh sa seomra folctha. BhĂ mo mham ag scuabadh mo sheomra ag an am sin, dĂșirt mĂ©, “dia duit, a mham,” agus thosaigh mĂ© ag baint mo chuid Ă©adaigh dĂom. An uair dheireanach a bhain mĂ© mo shorts dornĂĄlaĂ, d ‘ fhĂ©ach mo mhĂĄthair orm agus dĂșirt sĂ, “mil, nach bhfuil tĂș ag fĂĄil na ribĂ ar do phĂopa?”BhĂ na ribĂ sa cheantar sin agus i mo armpit dĂreach tosaithe ag teacht amach, agus nĂ raibh a fhios agam gur chĂłir dom na ribĂ sin a fhĂĄil, nĂł conas iad a fhĂĄil.
– Cad atĂĄ i gceist agat, ar cheart dom Ă© a cheannach?
+ Ar ndĂłigh, a leanbh, ar shlĂ eile carnfaidh an salachar Go RĂ©asĂșnta idir na ribĂ sin
– Ach conas a gheobhaidh mĂ© Ă©, A Mham, mĂĄ ghearrann mĂ© mĂ© fĂ©in?
– NĂ stopfaidh tĂș, a meala, mĂșinfidh mĂ© duit.
Ansin chuamar go dtĂ an seomra folctha le chĂ©ile agus le rĂĄsĂșir ghearr sĂ© na ribĂ go lĂ©ir ar mo dick agus timpeall air go hĂĄlainn, agus ansin nigh sĂ© agus rinsigh sĂ© Ă©, agus Ă© ag sraonadh go hĂĄlainn le gallĂșnach. Ansin chuir sĂ© pĂłg bheag ar mo “pee”, mar a thug sĂ© air, aoibh agus dĂșirt sĂ©,”fĂ©ach, tharla sĂ©, agus nĂl aon ĂĄit gearrtha”. Ar ndĂłigh, bhĂ sĂ© seo nĂos mĂł nĂĄ pĂłg cĂ©adfach, pĂłg tairisceana na mĂĄthar a bhĂ ann do phussy a mic bhig.
Is dĂłcha, thug an mĂ©id a dĂșirt mĂ© leat go dtĂ seo go leor smaoineamh duit faoinĂĄr gcaidreamh. Nollaig Anois dĂ©anaimis bogadh ar aghaidh go dtĂ an chuid ina dtosaĂonn an prĂomhscĂ©al.
NĂ raibh mĂ© ach ag tĂșs mo ĂłgĂĄntachta, tĂĄ a fhios agat na comhrĂĄite idir fir ag an aois sin. Nollaig TrĂ©imhse nuair a dhreapann gach duine an balla dĂreach, mar a dĂ©arfĂĄ, as adharcach. Ar ndĂłigh, cuireadh san ĂĄireamh mĂ© sa chomhrĂĄ seo cibĂ© an raibh mĂ© ag iarraidh nĂł nach raibh, agus chuala mĂ©” wanking ” den chĂ©ad uair sna comhrĂĄite seo. Chinn mĂ© triail a bhaint as, lĂĄ amhĂĄin nuair a bhĂ mĂ© sa bhaile liom fĂ©in, nocht mĂ©, luigh mĂ© sĂos ar mo leaba agus thosaigh mĂ© ag scannĂĄnĂș. BhĂ mĂ© ag smaoineamh ar na cailĂnĂ ĂĄille sa rang. De rĂ©ir ĂĄr dtuismitheoirĂ, bhĂ mĂ© ceaptha cum trĂĄth nach dĂ©anaĂ nĂĄ deich nĂł cĂșig nĂłimĂ©ad dĂ©ag ina dhiaidh sin, bhĂ lĂșchĂĄir mhĂłr orm gurb Ă© seo an chĂ©ad uair.
Ach de rĂ©ir mar a chuaigh an t-am ar aghaidh, thuig mĂ© go raibh fadhb ann. Toisc go bhfuil sĂ© deich nĂłimĂ©ad, nuair a deirim go bhfuil sĂ© fiche nĂłimĂ©ad, tĂĄ sĂ© leathuair an chloig. BhĂ pian i mo lĂĄmh agam, ach fĂłs gan aon chliceĂĄil. Ag deireadh dhĂĄ uair an chloig, nĂ raibh mĂ© in ann ach Ă© a dhĂ©anamh, bhĂ sĂ© ina mhothĂș iontach, thar a bheith taitneamhach. ThĂłg sĂ© rĂł-fhada nĂĄ mar ba ghĂĄ, ĂĄfach, agus bhĂ mĂ© an-tuirseach, bhĂ mĂ© clĂșdaithe le allas. NĂor thuig mĂ© cĂ©n fĂĄth go raibh sĂ© ag glacadh chomh fada agus shocraigh mĂ© taighde a dhĂ©anamh air ar an IdirlĂon. Tar Ă©is dom breathnĂș beagĂĄinĂn, chonaic mĂ© gur fadhb neamhchoitianta Ă seo; “ejaculation dĂ©anach”. MĂĄs mian leat, is fĂ©idir leat cuardach agus breathnĂș ar An IdirlĂon freisin. Sea, tĂĄ a mhalairt de fhadhb ag go leor daoine, ach ba Ă an fhadhb a bhĂ agam nĂĄ ejaculation dĂ©anach. Rinne mĂ© iarracht arĂs agus arĂs eile sna laethanta ina dhiaidh sin, ach bhĂ an toradh mar an gcĂ©anna i gcĂłnaĂ, mar tharraing mĂ© ar feadh i bhfad, d ‘ Ă©irigh mĂ© tuirseach agus scor mĂ© tar Ă©is tamaill, agus ghoill agus throbbed mo liathrĂłidĂ toisc nach raibh mĂ© in ann ejaculate. TĂĄ a fhios agat an cĂĄs seo freisin, tĂĄ do chuid magairlĂ lĂĄn, tĂĄ an corp ag iarraidh iad a chaitheamh amach anois. Ar thaobh amhĂĄin, tugann sĂ© plĂ©isiĂșr, ardaĂonn sĂ© do libido, ach ag pointe Ă©igin cruthaĂonn sĂ© trioblĂłid freisin, mar tar Ă©is an tsaoil, is riachtanas Ă©, agus nĂ fĂ©idir liom Ă©irĂ as agus scĂth a ligean.
BhĂ an cĂĄs seo ag tosĂș ag cur isteach go mĂłr orm anois, bhĂ m ‘ aghaidh glum sa teach i gcĂłnaĂ. Ar ndĂłigh, thuig mo mhĂĄthair, a fheiceann mĂ© mar gach rud, arb Ă© an aidhm is mĂł sa saol mo sonas, an cĂĄs seo lĂĄithreach agus thosaigh sĂ ag fiafraĂ cĂ©n fĂĄth. BhĂ mĂ© i gcĂłnaĂ ag dul trĂ “nĂl aon rud” nĂł rud Ă©igin a rĂĄ, ach bhĂ sĂ© an-deacair cur i gcoinne ceisteanna leanĂșnacha mo mhĂĄthair. ArĂs, agus mĂ© I mo luĂ ar mo leaba le mo chĂșl i gcoinne mo chĂșl, thĂĄinig mo mhĂĄthair isteach i mo sheomra, bhĂ sciorta lĂnĂ©adach bĂĄn ĂĄ caitheamh aici i bhfad os cionn na glĂșine, blĂșs satin le muinchillĂ nialasacha le neckline domhain. Shuigh sĂ© ar imeall mo leaba.
– Leanbh, conas atĂĄ tĂș?
NĂ shuĂm mar sin riamh, mamaĂ.
– NĂ inseoidh tĂș dom fĂłs cad a tharla?
+ NĂl aon rud cearr, MamaĂ.
Mil, fĂ©ach, is fĂ©idir leat amadĂĄn a dhĂ©anamh de gach duine sa saol seo, ach nĂ fĂ©idir leat amadĂĄn a dhĂ©anamh dĂom. Ar aon chaoi, inis dom d ‘ fhadhb, is mise do mhĂĄthair, mura bhfuil tĂș chun a rĂĄ liom, cĂ© atĂĄ tĂș ag dul a insint?
BhĂ mĂ© ciĂșin le mo cheann sĂos.
– MĂĄ tĂĄ imnĂ ort faoi bheith as a meabhair nĂł rud Ă©igin, tĂĄ a fhios agat nach mbeinn as mo mheabhair as rud ar bith.
+ NĂl, mamaĂ, nĂl aon bhaint aige le bheith feargach. NĂ rud Ă© seo is fĂ©idir liom a rĂĄ leat.
– conas mar sin? NĂł an rud cailĂn Ă© nĂł rud Ă©igin? An bhfuil sĂ© i ngrĂĄ nĂł an Ă© mo phrionsa beag Ă©?
+ NĂl, nĂl, nĂl sĂ© mar sin ach an oiread.
– FĂ©ach, a bhuachaill daor, cibĂ© rud a bhaineann leis seo, tĂĄ sĂ© ag cur isteach ort, agus nĂ ligfidh mĂ© dĂł tarlĂș. TĂĄ tĂș ag insint dom go tapa, mar sin a ligean ar a fheiceĂĄil.
+ NĂl, a mham, nĂ fĂ©idir liom a rĂĄ leat i ndĂĄirĂre, mar sin is ceist nĂos mĂł Ă seo a bhaineann le fear.
– CĂ© chomh dĂreach agus atĂĄ i gceist agat faoi fhir, a leanbh, an fĂ©idir leat beagĂĄn nĂos mĂł a oscailt, a leanbh?
D ‘ fhreagair mĂ© trĂ bheith ciĂșin arĂs. Tar Ă©is do mo mhĂĄthair a bheith ciĂșin ar feadh tamaill, freisin:
– FĂ©ach, mil, mĂĄ chiallaĂonn tĂș rud Ă©igin faoi fhir, faoi ghnĂ©asacht, is fĂ©idir leat a rĂĄ liom, nĂl aon rud eagla ort. Nov. MĂĄs mise do mhĂĄthair, dĂ©anfaidh mĂ© mo dhĂcheall fadhb a rĂ©iteach. Is tĂș an t-aon sĂłcmhainn atĂĄ agam sa saol seo, is tĂș mo chuid is luachmhaire, is tĂș mo gach rud.
BhĂ mĂ© ciĂșin arĂs, ghlac mo mhĂĄthair leis:
– An fadhb le gnĂ©asacht Ă© rud mar sin, is Ă©ard atĂĄ I gceist agam?
+ DĂșirt mĂ© beagnach, tĂĄ mo cheann chun tosaigh le nĂĄire.
– Conas a chiallaĂonn tĂș, cad Ă© an fhadhb go dĂreach?
+ Ceachtar anois mamaĂ, dĂ©anann fir rud Ă©igin, nĂł tĂĄ a fhios agat
– Cad a dhĂ©anann siad
+ Nuair lena lĂĄmhaâŠ
â An bhfuil tĂș ag iarraidh masturbation a rĂĄ?
+ Ee..dĂșirt mĂ© go bhfuil, stuttering.
– CiallaĂonn mĂ©, ar ndĂłigh, go bhfuil tĂș san ĂłgĂĄntacht, is fĂ©idir le mĂłrchuid na ndaoine freagairt dĂł, ach ag an aois seo, sĂlim go bhfuil na rudaĂ seo gnĂĄth ag an aois seo. Agus cad Ă an fhadhb, a stĂłr?
+ Bhà ceachtar cairde ag caint, mar sin theastaigh uaim triail a bhaint må chuala mé uathu.
– Bhuel?
+ Rinne mĂ© Ă© ar feadh tamaill, ach nĂor tharla sĂ©.
– Cad nĂĄr tharla?
+ Sreabhann rud leachtach, nuair nĂĄr tharla sĂ© sin. Ach tharla sĂ© tar Ă©is thart ar 2 uair an chloig, ach bhĂ mĂ© an-tuirseach. Agus ansin d ‘ fhĂ©ach mĂ© suas Ă© ar an idirlĂon nĂł rud Ă©igin, nĂ raibh sĂ© gnĂĄth gur thĂłg sĂ© chomh fada.
– I ndĂĄirĂre, sea, nĂ gnĂĄch go dtĂłgann sĂ© chomh fada seo. B ‘ fhĂ©idir go raibh sĂ© toisc go ndearna tĂș Ă© den chĂ©ad uair, an ndearna tĂș triail air nĂos dĂ©anaĂ?
+ Rinne mĂ© an rud cĂ©anna arĂs, nĂ tharlaĂonn sĂ© roimh 1.5-2 uair an chloig. Nuair a shiĂșlann mĂ© rĂł-fhada, bĂm tuirseach agus scoirim. Agus nuair nach sreabhann sĂ©, nĂ fĂ©idir liom mo scĂth a ligean, gortaĂtear mo liathrĂłidĂ. Sin an fĂĄth go bhfuilim ag Ă©irĂ dubhach.
– Dia, tĂĄ iontas orm, freisin, cĂ©n fĂĄth go dtarlĂłdh a leithĂ©id de rud.
– nĂl a fhios agam.
BhĂomar beirt ina dtost ar feadh tamaill, agus ansin dĂșirt MamaĂ, “TĂ©igh amach agus bain triail as, agus lig dom a fheiceĂĄil an bhfuil aon rud neamhghnĂĄcha ann.â
– Cad a chiallaĂonn tĂș, agus tĂș ag fĂ©achaint air?
+ Sea, cad atĂĄ cearr leis sin, a meala, is mise do mham, nĂ dhĂ©anann tĂș Ă© seo de ghnĂĄth, ach tĂĄ rud neamhghnĂĄcha ann, agus mar do mham, tĂĄim ag smaoineamh, tĂĄ imnĂ orm. Nothing is ashamed, dear.
Nuair nach raibh aon bhogadh uaim, tharraing mo mhĂĄthair mo sweatpants lena lĂĄmh ar dtĂșs, agus ansin mo shorts dornĂĄlaĂ. BhĂ mo dick upturned cheana fĂ©in. DĂșirt mam, ” Tar isteach, a leanbh, dĂșirt mĂ© leat nach bhfuil aon rud eagla ort.”NĂĄire orm, rug mĂ© ar mo dick le mo lĂĄmh agus thosaigh mĂ© ĂĄ dhĂ©anamh anonn is anall. Ach nĂor athraigh aon rud. BhĂ leathuair an chloig caite, agus dĂșirt mo mhĂĄthair, ” nĂl aon ghluaiseacht fĂłs.”
– NĂl, Mam.
+ N ‘ fheadar an mbeadh Ă©ifeacht leis dĂĄ bhfĂ©achfĂĄ ar rud Ă©igin nĂł ar rud Ă©igin?
– Cad a chiallaĂonn tĂș, rud Ă©igin?
+ Nuair a bhĂonn fĂseĂĄin nĂł rud Ă©igin mar sin ar An IdirlĂon, i stĂl porn nĂł rud Ă©igin mar sin.
ArĂs, chuala mĂ© faoi na heachtraĂ porn seo i gcomhrĂĄite le mo chairde agus mar sin de, ach nĂor oscail mĂ© agus nĂor fhĂ©ach mĂ© orthu riamh, bhĂ nĂos mĂł nĂĄire orm nuair a chuala mĂ© fĂșthu Ăł mo mhĂĄthair.
– NĂl a fhios agam, a mham, nĂ fhaca mĂ© riamh Ă© roimhe seo.
+ DĂ©anaimis iarracht Ă© ar an mbealach sin.